my intramurals bball team lost in the second round of the playoffs tonight... sucks ballls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cant wait for thursday night!!! finally get to party n shizzz and hit up the barrrrrrs!!! and dave chappelles movie comes out on friday!!!! yesss hahahaha well i got a math test 2moro that im mos def not ready for.................................. holllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ooooo yeah 1 weeeek till SPRING BREAK 06!!!!!! hecks yeah!!!!!!

hello everyone!

i have sooooooooooooooooo much to talk about....

2 weeks ago  my uncle passed away Albert "Tano" Dy, he was the first of 10 kids of my grandmas to pass away... he was one of my closest Titos... He helped me move into my dorm... I miss him sooooooo much and love him soooooo much!!!! i was hella hurt when i found out.... last week was his funeral and wake aand all that stuff and soooo many family came all my aunts n uncles on my moms side cousins Ate Cessy from cali, jessica n julia from japan, sooo many it was almost like a family reunion.... since our family is all crazy and shizzz we still made the best out of it a lot of tears were shed but also a lot of laughter as well! There arent enough words to describe how great of a person Tito Tano is...... hes missed greatly by sooooo many people.... he made us all realize how short life is and how we need to get together more as a family instead on these sad occassiions....

after all the funeral n stuff wurr done im glad that all the cousins were able to all hang out last week and spend time wid eachother i had sooo much fun! i hope that we can get together mroe often on a happier note.... ive been real sad and hella lonely since ive been back to college... sucks balllssss......all ive been listenen too is slow jamzzzz... man i read a poem that my Ninang sent to all of us and it made me cry hardcore it was about my Uncle Tano.....  i miss everyone sooooooo much!!!! i miss Tito Tano! i miss all my couzins JESSICA misssss you lots doooofers!!!!!! i have soo many pics to put up but ill prolly jus give the link to jessskas page cuz she alredy posted most of em! 

heres what we did last week:

FRI: no class jus hangin out at peters gettin ready to go to a bar and recieve a phone call from my mom who sounds really sad and told me that Tito Tano was in a car accident and was in the hospital but said that he was okay... kept getting calls back about how he was doin but everytime i herd my cell phone ring i was waiting to hear the bad news i would be sooo scared to answer the phone cuz i thought maybe if i didnt pick up maybe it wouldnt be true maybe TIto Tano wouldnt be gone hed be okay and everything will be alright... well that wasnt the case.... TJ then called me later told me how bad it was and how he prolly wont make it.... i cried and prayed myself to sleep that night......

SAT: woke up kept getting calls kept praying kept crying.... called TJ and asked if he could come pick me up cuz i dint want my mom leaving TIta Asters side and i dint want my mom to drive being the crazy driver she already is... got a call and herd the worst news.... my Tito Tano was pronounced dead but was still on life support to preserve his organs because he is an organ donor... TJ came and picked me up to go home... me n TJ ate at McDo talked and cried on the way home... on saturday Tito Tano on life support all aunts uncles n cousins that werr in warner robins werr alredy at the hospital everyone really sad.... i feel that Tito Tano left us on Friday night after he got in that car wreck because once he stopped smiling he stopped living because he always had a smile on his face when id seee him... thats why i didnt want to see him in the hospital or in the casket.... most of the family arrived that day Ate Cessy, Tita Sandra, Ninang jane was already there... went back to Tito Alans house and everyone slept there....

SUN: Everyone went to church than back to the hospital more family arrived my bro, Tito Alfred... We stayed at the hospital all day until they took him into surgery to have his organs transplanted to other people... had chickin and pizza at tito alexs

MON-MON: its hard to rememeber everything there was soo much we did i think wed was the wake and wed night sum cuzs went out to kippers and thursday was the funeral that night all the cuzs and family frens hung out at tita jos and played drinking games and knocked out, friday we went to the outlets i think hung out again that night, sat went to eat at ichiban our whole family took up this huge table that two chefs had to cook at it was cool, im not sure if im getting all of this right but yeah uhm lets see and sat night all hung out one final time cuz jess jules and ate cessy, kuya n cristin left on sunday, saturday night was an unforgetable night!!!!!it was like a dream come true!!!! sunday went to church the family that was still left in warner robins ate at cheddars and then went to tita jos played some xbox wid TJ and GBOY... TJ took me home later that night stayed the night out hurrr in Statesboro jus hung out ate college food watched a movie burned cdeeeez, then monday went to class had lunch wid teej he went home went to class again went to the gym back to college life......

wowowowow that was a lot of stufff... i bet i got it all mixed up..... but anyways i really really really really wanna go home this weekend but cant cuz i dont have a frikin ride!!!!!!!!! im hellla lonley out hurrr!!!!!  i cant stop thinking about you..... i miss you soooooo much.......

well thats bout it ill put the link for the pics later im hella tired and have to do ENG hw......

"I know we all have our own lives now and live by knowing that we all care and love one another. we should all take each day like it is our last...enjoy life and love each other more." - TIta Sandra

love you all and missss you all soooo much

TITO TANO I LOVE YOU TITO THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME AND OUR FAMILY!!!!!! WE ALL MISS YOU SOOO MUCH!!! I KNOW YOUR STILL SMILING UP THERE IN HEAVEN!!!! ILL DO MY BEST TO TAKE CARE OF YOUR FAMILY AND BE THERE FOR THEM!!!!! THANK YOU TITO FOR BEING IN OUR LIVES!!!!!!!!

this is the emial from my ninang jane that made me break down and cry.....

A poem from Tano

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